Captivating it is.. Like a shadow in the night he appears and reappears at will. It's never really up to me, he doesn't come when I call, he doesn't write when I reply, he just shows up like a thief in the night, stealing my heart out from under my sight.
His time spent with me is never really about "us" as captivating as the moments are when in the company of one another, we simply exists. We exists in the moment at hand, we laugh, we joke, we sing, together. It is in these moments of my heart where he lives, he has carved out his own space all the while moving my pride out of the way and rearranging the insecurities and doubts that previously existed where he lays.
This unidentified man has confused the issues of my heart and as nicely as he walked in, I believe it's time to part. They never stay forever, a lifetime is too long, a season will do when your ego is down and the train will move along. You can not ask this man to stay even for a moment more, because it is in his nature when he feels it coming, pick up, let go and head for the door.
Someday you will identify this theft that roams your thoughts at night, grazing on your helpless heart, you'll stand with confidence and put back up a fight. Your thoughts will no longer be a cloud of hazy mess, your eyes will open, your heart will glow and your prince charming will put it down to rest. Close your eyes my child, Wait it out my child, have faith my child for the best is yet to come.
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