Triggers

A song, a writing, a picture, they are all triggers. Triggers of a life you have lead, triggers of moments past, good or bad. They remind us of a place in time in which we shared a memory. A memory with a lover, a friend, a parent or a stranger. Sometimes we weep for those memories lost, sometimes we sit and laugh so hard tears fall, other times we simply sit, sit with the thought of a time long past. Each new day holds a memory, a moment in time you may cherish forever, a kiss from a loved one gone, a hug from a child who is indifferent to the world, a snap shot of the world's true beauty. Embrace life's triggers, hold on to them, allow them to write the story of that moment in your mind and on your heart forever

So they call it music therapy eh?

Sometimes it works, sometimes it hurts

In- SANITY

–noun, plural -ties.

1.

the condition of being insane; a derangement of the mind.

My definition of Insanity... moving away from friends and family, starting out on your own in your late 20's.

Hold on tight

HE took me by the hand... and he brought me SOMEWHERE! Somewhere special for just the two of us, camped out on an air mattress, waking to the sun blinding through the blinds, and the thought of a new day with so many childhood adventures ahead and so many corners to discover. I MISS YOU NC but God bless this man who has captured my soul and loves every ounce of my being. He took me somewhere, and He's STILL holding my hand

outlook for today

We are all but lost or found...

Go and Create Your lIfe

Life isnt just about the path or the future. Life is about creating the moments and learning how to live in them. Life is about steping out, making your own path, straight, narrow, crooked, off beat, its your path, delight in it. Life is learning not to predict the future, it's about leaning to have faith that the future will predict itself so long as you stay on YOUR path. So fly my dear, create yourself and rejoice in all its splendor.

"NC we like being on top"

Sure I'm scared. Wouldn't you be? Charlotte NC is my anthem, it plays in the back of my mind as I chant QC allowed when someone dares threaten my home, my solace. Charlotte NC is who I am its what I bleed, its where Ill always remain loyal.

However the time has come to venture out, to take the leap, the bound across the US, to land in a place far different than one I'm used to. This is my time, my turn, the scale is balanced between fear and happiness. Now is the time one must take the leap of faith and pray to land on both feet. 30 is calling in the background, far past the years of too many drinks and 4am cab rides home, I embrace new friends but in reality I know who they are and I thank God each night for the friendships I have been blessed. So come one come all The Springs are calling your name, its like nothing you've ever experienced, you'll be so glad you came.

"The 5 best friends that anyone could have"

These are the moments you carry with your forever, to the "hottest Green Beret ever"... "I love you Matt"

Home for the Holidays

I'm a United States Soldier
I don't ask for much,
Just your prayers and cards
To keep my emotions in touch

God is my life inside my core
Outside I fight to put an end to this war

Each one will tell you with pride in his voice
I fight for my country this life is my choice

And so it is I wonder and can't help but ask
How many have chose Freedom to be their personal task

The holidays will come with so many missed
But not forgotten from Santa's "good" list

Its not Christmas without your loved one's near
Home for the Holidays is their silent cheer

May God watch over and protect you in distant lands
You are my hero, my heart; from your number one fan