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Monday, January 26, 2009

Frozen, in THE moment

Speechless is the new Mouth Vomit

“Don’t run Ill Catch you he said”

“Put down the bricks, I can climb”

Is it real? Is this the reality of what is or what could be? Months spent praying, years spent waiting. There it is, the answer to it all (at least in the giddiness of all the butterflies that’s what you tell yourself). So there you have it, one day it walks right in the front door, smacks you in the face and the only natural instinct you have is to run, run like hell. Don’t look back build the wall, circle yourself in. Close it out, sit in silence, keep praying, God is going to walk you through the valley. Wake up my child, what are you doing? Don’t you deserve this? Is this not yours to keep? Why don’t you deserve to be adored? You are an amazing, beautiful women, he CAN look at you that way. Your heart flutters and its real, the hives come out of bliss, the hot flashes bc your heart is pounding so fast, with each kiss, with each smile, with each embrace you wait, you wait for your heart to explode, he can feel it and he thinks its precious. No games, no questions, nothing left to hide, he lays the carpet out for you to prance upon. He invites you into his world. He stares deep and you melt. Speechless for the moment, frozen in the rawness of a weekend, lost in a paradise of giddiness, exist.

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